I'm...

I'm scared.

I am making big money decisions and taking big risks. 

I am buying a camera. It's expensive.

I am thinking about flights that are too good not to take to Vietnam. They are expensive.

The money from working here is pitiful.

It's been a good experience here, but it's definitely time to move on.

I'm worried I will run out of money and get stuck. 

I am worried that I won't get home in time.

I miss everything and I am worried that I am missing out on things at home. 

It's hard being away, and not being able to do the things I want to do.

I'm trying to be big and tough and strong. But it doesn't always work.

And so I get scared...